A year ago today as the skies darkened over Alabama many people were going about their normal daily routine, going to work or school. The tornado sirens started going off for us before daylight. This was nothing new. We had heard them so many times before. I have a two-story home and on the first floor sometimes it's difficult to hear the rain. But this night it was so loud I could barely hear the sirens. My husband wasn't home and my kids were suppose to be at school in less than three hours. I was torn, do I wake them up and then send them to school with no sleep? (Stupid) I finally did wake them up and decided I didn't care about school today, they weren't going. We had been warned as well as the entire southeast for a week that today was going to have all of the "ingredients" for the "perfect storm". But everyone went to work and school anyway. I look back and I still can't believe school was not cancelled. The tornado sirens started well before school began. I'm so thankful I didn't send my kids that day. As the day progressed, it was one round of tornadoes after another ALL day long. When they finally decided to let school out there were so many tornado warnings they couldn't let the buses leave with the kids. So unless your parent was able to pick you up you couldn't leave.
We lost power that morning before the very large ones hit. This is how prepared I was...I had $5 in cash and less than a quarter of a tank in gas. No water or food stored up. No flashlights out. No batteries for the flashlights. No cell phone fully charged. And no plan. And it was just me and my 2 kids, with no basement and no storm shelter. As I write this I feel so incredibly thankful for my area being spared and also incredibly stupid and ashamed. I pulled a chair up to the large window in my dining room and looked out watching the eerie sky oblivious to what was happening just miles away and throughout my entire state. My mother and sister texted me all of the latest news. I have to admit I wasn't afraid at all. I didn't think it was a big deal. They texted me a pic they took of a tornado on live TV. And the pics were incredible but I could NOT fathom at all what was going on. I really did not have any clue of the lives being taken or the massive destruction or entire towns being blown away. In my mind it was just a bad stormy day. I look back and wonder if in my mind if that's what I thought in order to get through it without losing it? I don't know. But these waves of storms lasted all day for us, over 12 hours. This is a map of the tornado routes in Alabama and neighboring states. The strongest tornado was not, as people believe, the Birmingham or Tuscaloosa tornado, it was the one that passed over the land 5 miles west of my house. This tornado went through a more rural area so it received less media coverage. It traveled 132 miles and took over 70 lives. Just this one tornado. I get sick to my stomach when I look at this picture. See the purple line. I live five miles to the east of that line.

I'm so thankful that my city was spared but feel so guilty. I should have been more prepared and should have taken it more seriously. Those people didn't deserve to die anymore than I deserved to live.
After all of the storms had gone through, it became night time. I don't know if you have ever been anywhere where there is absolute total darkness. There were no street lights, no light coming from the city, and no light coming from the moon. I opened the door to my house and I literally could not see my hand in front of my face. I had to keep going outside and charging my phone in my car so I could keep getting updates from my family. That night was horrible. I hated that I couldn't turn on the TV and see everything. I hated the not knowing what was going on around me. Since there was no electricity my house alarm was running off of a battery and I knew that wasn't going to last long. It sounds ridiculous but being by myself, in the pitch black, no money, no gas, and all of my family living away I was scared and angry with myself. I know that I had it so good compared to thousands of people who were in the dark and homeless and missing family members. I'm writing this in hopes that other people will be a lot smarter than I was. Listen to the weather channel! These guys actually do know what they are talking about. Have emergency supplies; food, water, batteries, cash, number to your insurance agent, important documents, gas in your car, and a plan! I was fortunate in that I learned a lesson and in the future will do all of these things. I feel for all of those people who won't have that chance and I pray for comfort for all of the family members who are mourning them today.
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| Birmingham, AL |
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| Birmingham, AL (Can you tell how huge this was?!) |
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| South of Athens, Al (not far from my home) |
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| Tuscaloosa, AL |
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| Birmingham, AL |
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| Tuscaloosa, AL |
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| Huntsville, AL |
Please take time out of your day to pray for those who lost loved ones and their homes. And for your sake and your family's, take weather emergencies seriously. Collect emergency supplies, appropriate documents, and have a family emergency plan in place. Hopefully, you will never have to use any of these things. But at least it will give you peace of mind.
"And I am convinced that nothing can separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels or demons, neither our fears for today, nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. No power in the sky above or earth below, indeed nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39